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The Intro

The Intro

MY BOOK : The Void Ratio

Yours Truly

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One Day a Summer

One Day a Summer
Youthful idealism is on the wane and there's not a lover left in sight...

Souls of the Goldhawk Road

Souls of the Goldhawk Road
An evening scoring on the Goldhawk Road...

So Dog We Were Too

So Dog We Were Too
A late stroll around town reveals man in all his perverted, festering and tragic glory...

The changing light of day brings in a very certain tragedy...

The Bastards Sea of Life - P1

The Bastards Sea of Life - P1

The Bastard Sea of Life - P2

The Bastard Sea of Life - P2

so dog we were

so dog we were
I've seen the animal in man. That beast that pisses in sinks, shits in plastic bags, has to soak and cut and prise the socks from off its feet...

Love's Down Tango

Love's Down Tango
A descent into the depravity of love...

SICK

SICK
Sick. Sickened by cunt. Wet mushy drunken gang-banged cunt. Sick. We were sick. I was sick. She was sick...

The Night That The Storm Came In

The Night That The Storm Came In

The Dark Part of the Night

The Dark Part of the Night
The neighbourhood's addicts congregate for one last score...

The Consequence of Living

The Consequence of Living
Delinquency, violence, friendship and incest.... A story of kids united by abuse...

The Last French Steps

The Last French Steps
The author says au revoir to France in the only way he knows how...

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Rumours abound when a street addict named Katie clocks out...

The Dry Season

The Dry Season
A bunch of heroin addicts suffer through the first days of the great British heroin drought of 2001...

On the Autumn Blows

On the Autumn Blows
...It's what carouseled around the carousel: the timeless melancholy was life...

A Modern History of Rotten Teeth

A Modern History of Rotten Teeth
A decade of tooth loss remembered during a train journey home...

SO LONG JOHNNY!

SO LONG JOHNNY!
The Local Bully gets brought to his knees by smack and crack...

A SUMMER ON THE COURS GAMBETTA

A SUMMER ON THE COURS GAMBETTA
In the summer when the trees are full the sunlight falls in mottled dabs upon the Cours Gambetta...

The Sinner's Eye

The Sinner's Eye
A wander through the world of intravenous drug use...

Venison Wild

Venison Wild
Young city thieves head out in a stolen van to turn over an isolated country house. On the way home something goes bump in the night...

The Man Who Looks Like Life

The Man Who Looks Like Life
Hard living, hard knocks and French bureaucracy begin to take their toll...

Love Me Tender in the Ghetto

Love Me Tender in the Ghetto
A vignette of youth on the White City Estate...

Another Night in A&E

Another Night in A&E
Professional liability and seething bitterness reigns when the author is detained in A&E for his own safety...

Dear Alan....

Dear Alan....
An unsent letter to an old friend betrays the tugs and pulls and heartbreak of adolescence....

Hopping the Wagon

Hopping the Wagon
A planned 3 month break from heroin ends in utter failure for the author...

The Broken Hearted & The Nearly Departed


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Joseph Mill's Books

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Dennis Cooper Blog

Dennis Cooper Blog

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Buy Tony O'neills Books here! Yes, that's an order!!!
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Poems from the Underclass - selected works

Unknown Poets of Crazy Town
City of Joy
Home
Little Minor Indiscretions
Nineteen Something Something
Three Years of Zero
The Underclass
Love Lost Again
Retards at the Bus-Stop
It Goes So Fast
Dad, Happy, Summer 1973
Brotherly Love
02:44 AM
Things You can't Find in a Book
High Striker
A Prophecy of Love to Come
Letters Home from a Childrens' Prison
The Departed
The National Minimum Wage
Ms McNaughton Gets Fucked
Where Were All The Adults?
The Delinquent Wall
Blowjobs
Accident Beneath The Wandsworth Bridge
The last Drunk Bus
As The Summer Evening Died a Death
And All Romance is Dead
Crack-pipe
Cold Comfort
Jumping School
Fast Food
The Cost of Living
Poor Love
The Hoddy
Fashion
Dick Heads
Fucked Up
The Gambler

Paul Curran - A Literary Force

Paul Curran - A Literary Force
Mesmerising. Nostalgic. Clinically Obscene. Unique texts from one of my favourite writers of the moment.

DK&L CONTENT WRITERS

DK&L CONTENT WRITERS

Yuck 'N Yum December 2010

Yuck 'N Yum December 2010
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Buy A Fucking Painting - Must Sell My Soul

<b>Buy A Fucking Painting - Must Sell My Soul</b>
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Waiting for John

Waiting for John
Online book written by Yours Truly

Arm (post-op)

Arm (post-op)



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