tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post1316295908246765827..comments2024-03-28T11:19:25.795+01:00Comments on - Memoires of a Heroinhead -: Le Désespoir de La France #2Memoirs of a Heroinheadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17401281805284793756noreply@blogger.comBlogger28125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-78183794729520218312016-11-12T07:27:29.978+01:002016-11-12T07:27:29.978+01:00great writing my friendgreat writing my friendAnonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12092653363889656184noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-52314637423213322532016-07-27T05:51:41.283+02:002016-07-27T05:51:41.283+02:00Hi there.
I just randomly stumbled across your bl...Hi there. <br />I just randomly stumbled across your blog and I must say this is all quite fascinating to me. <br />Loved every sentence of this billet d'humeur, <br />I must admit I've never even tried to imagine what it must be like for a guy like you you to live and go through your struggles in this country, and you managed to take me right there inside your mind for a few minutes.<br /><br />The grass is rarely greener...<br />Here's a word of wisdom for you: Don't fucking die!<br /><br />Oh yeah and also, fuck you! <br />France doesn't owe you shit! <br /><br />Keep it up<br /><br />French expatriate <br /><br /><br />Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-56150950032756974042016-05-10T04:15:14.143+02:002016-05-10T04:15:14.143+02:00La France t'aime aussi mon chou.
In all seriou...La France t'aime aussi mon chou.<br />In all seriousness, France is not that bad of a country to live in for drug users. There are some pretty good structures (good harm reduction, free and medical grade gear to get high) some pretty good parties, hot chicks and men, depending on your liking, and some good drugs flowing if you know where to look. But there is an inherent unattainable feeling to it sometimes, which may be part of the charm, she plays hard to get, la France.Naominoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-91984577981041041682016-05-07T13:45:19.576+02:002016-05-07T13:45:19.576+02:00Hey Matty...
Even in death you probably lived mor...Hey Matty...<br /><br />Even in death you probably lived more life than most. It's a hard, beautiful and ugly world and I hope you at least have some romance within it. All My Best, Shane. XShane Levenehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03863320007737754609noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-67051634405409569232016-05-07T13:41:08.675+02:002016-05-07T13:41:08.675+02:00Hey Jamz...
I may have to take you up on that off...Hey Jamz...<br /><br />I may have to take you up on that offer... Plus, I've always loved Germany and need to someday get over there and kill my ex-girlfriend! XShane Levenehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03863320007737754609noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-69840038684345820612016-04-28T17:13:00.033+02:002016-04-28T17:13:00.033+02:00Such true words are to be re-read
35 years of the ...Such true words are to be re-read<br />35 years of the toothless existence<br />53 lived and dead for 35<br />Fuck.....<br />Matty Dhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00331043509133730630noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-5754341268155977142016-04-28T08:56:05.547+02:002016-04-28T08:56:05.547+02:00Heya cant wait for another story or poem. If shit ...Heya cant wait for another story or poem. If shit gets too much come to Germany, I live directly on the border to France (Rheinland Pfalz), even have an extra tent you could live in haha. During the night theres Internet and all the Heroin/Speed/Meth/Benzos you want, during the day well, the woods are an interesting place xDAnonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09463900273906761738noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-52667220226218294452016-04-14T01:09:30.697+02:002016-04-14T01:09:30.697+02:00Anonymous Oz... Oh, the offer of a little help is ...Anonymous Oz... Oh, the offer of a little help is appreciated but it's my mess and I'll somehow get through it without that. I left some more in-depth comments on Facebook (under the post) explaining a little² more about the gripes and how many were not valid but came through pure frustration at a system I cannot corrupt. Will try and paste the comments over here when i have the chance. XShane Levenehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03863320007737754609noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-83038905659799616022016-04-14T00:54:20.910+02:002016-04-14T00:54:20.910+02:00Tony (Aussie)... Thank you, man... that's appr...Tony (Aussie)... Thank you, man... that's appreciated. You take care over/down there XShane Levenehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03863320007737754609noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-38871727704768561952016-04-14T00:52:48.679+02:002016-04-14T00:52:48.679+02:00Anon (as much methadone)... I'll do that and a...Anon (as much methadone)... I'll do that and arrange something for when I arrive if I can't trabnsfer my script across. XShane Levenehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03863320007737754609noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-56267883191377638772016-04-14T00:51:02.233+02:002016-04-14T00:51:02.233+02:00Joe M... excuse me for not replying (thought I had...Joe M... excuse me for not replying (thought I had). X<br /><br />None of three this time! Will have to do better next time. <br /><br />Will reply in full a little later Joe... nipped across to quickly deal with anonymous (and he's not worth more than 30secs typing time. XShane Levenehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03863320007737754609noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-37954562694379032382016-04-14T00:46:45.859+02:002016-04-14T00:46:45.859+02:00Damn if the anonymous(e) Jim Jones isn't jealo...Damn if the anonymous(e) Jim Jones isn't jealous. That'll eat right thru ya Jim ol' boy... looks like it already has. Thanks for reading five pages of delusional shit and admiring it enough to log out of your account and comment. you've spent more time on my site, raping my words, than anyone this year. Whether you hate or love it, all I care is that you are here. Silence is the only real terrible criticism any writer can have. XxXShane Levenehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03863320007737754609noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-44294177825481352542016-04-14T00:33:51.842+02:002016-04-14T00:33:51.842+02:00You don't like France: you get the fuck out. S...You don't like France: you get the fuck out. Stop playing the victim you delusional shit, you brought bankruptcy on yourself.<br />I admired how the Heroinhead tried to analyze his (human) condition, now he's just blaming others... What are you, a fucking kid ?Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-40370993404699034592016-03-30T11:58:04.156+02:002016-03-30T11:58:04.156+02:00Come to Oz. We have loadsa room.
In defence of th...Come to Oz. We have loadsa room.<br /><br />In defence of the French, you're English, not their problem. I don't mean that in a negative way, but assuming that you don't speak French the way you write English who would know what a clever man you really are?<br /><br />In extremis, head home. Or at least to somewhere that you can express yourself and be understood.<br /><br />Set up paypal.I'd help out a bit.<br /><br /><br /><br />Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-56096866521997446222016-03-29T10:29:00.160+02:002016-03-29T10:29:00.160+02:00Have checking your blog for a few years now and yo...Have checking your blog for a few years now and your writing style was always pretty good but the last couple of posts have been outstanding , cheers from Tony in Aus .Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-64089977155128060782016-03-29T00:43:43.418+02:002016-03-29T00:43:43.418+02:00All these Scots, and not all junkies.
And of cou...All these Scots, and not all junkies. <br /><br />And of course there is the serial killer connection. You have every reason to hate us!<br /><br />Funny, I've never had any wish to visit France. Rome yes - always had a thing for the history/look of the place. Berlin too - for the Cabaret/Bowie links.<br /><br />Never France, though I read a lot of it when younger - Genet, Sartre, DeBeauvior, Camus. <br /><br />Loved all that but it was always a bit too cold in the end.<br /><br /><i>'You sent me back and forth between despicable civil servants, all asking for different papers that they knew I didn't have'.</i><br /><br />Of course a lot of your complaints happen in other countries. But I hear the bureaucracy is worst in France.<br /><br /><i>being marched off and strip-searched for standing too close behind three armed officers on the escalator</i><br /><br />Oh tres Americain!<br /><br />Though even in the 60s/70s we heard that the French cops were brutal.<br /><br />Lines! None of three this time. But as usual I could have added yours.<br /><br /> <i>I saw the same happen in Britain, the exact same idiots singing with joy and heralding in the new bandits and gangsters, clinking glasses and slurping down oysters together. Power is power and it always sounds like that. <br /><br />You gave me so little you didn't even charge for it.<br /><br />That winter of pneumonia and bronchitis when your dealers robbed me of everything but that which I didn't have.<br /><br /> </i>JoeMhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03821025539339799036noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-49493250867844893412016-03-28T22:57:53.847+02:002016-03-28T22:57:53.847+02:00..RE pills i get a privatre srcipt of 5mg phycepto.....RE pills i get a privatre srcipt of 5mg phyceptone which cabn be shot - but i sell for a quid each which in turn get exchanged for smack tokens..:/luckyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15686876329233394806noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-87421309357408859152016-03-28T22:21:32.956+02:002016-03-28T22:21:32.956+02:00Hey Ruhi...X
Sing it!!! Go on... That'll be a...Hey Ruhi...X<br /><br />Sing it!!! Go on... That'll be a first. <br /><br />Oh, Paris is beautiful. You must go there if ever you get the chance. A short holiday is the best way to visit France without discovering it. Hope you're well. All My Thoughts, Shane. X<br /><br />Shane Levenehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03863320007737754609noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-74489791601265529102016-03-28T22:15:56.856+02:002016-03-28T22:15:56.856+02:00Perhaps get as much methadone to bring to England ...Perhaps get as much methadone to bring to England as possible then as soon as you get to England apply for a new script. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-85127130068948913592016-03-28T22:12:57.560+02:002016-03-28T22:12:57.560+02:00Hi Ed... The Scots are loved and welcome round her...Hi Ed... The Scots are loved and welcome round here, just wish there were even more. Concerning the writing I feel I'll write some wonderful stuff on my return. Though how great it'll be once a new crack habit kicks in, I'm not sure. France as been great for the writing though. I doubt I'd ever have written seriously if I'd not have left England. X<br /><br />PS: got your email and will reply first chance I get. Shane Levenehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03863320007737754609noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-12549367219776700072016-03-28T22:02:26.838+02:002016-03-28T22:02:26.838+02:00Hey Ya Eyelick... X No definite date as yet, thou...Hey Ya Eyelick... X No definite date as yet, though it will be some time this year. For my script I'll have to do a little bit of research to see how possible it is and what they'll need from my doctor here. But I think it'll be OK. Thanks again, Darling and stay good and well... XxXShane Levenehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03863320007737754609noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-86121785691552969102016-03-28T21:57:52.323+02:002016-03-28T21:57:52.323+02:00Hey Cash... O, you can pimp your writing on here a...Hey Cash... O, you can pimp your writing on here any time. Never a problem. France. Well, that was a mistake. Let's call it blackmail: "Either come with me and get clean or stay here alone!" And so I lied, told her what she wanted to hear and then thoroughly disappointed her. As soon as I could speak enough to score I went back to my good old ways. As I say, often people force you to lie. I'm not gonna tell the truth if there'll be hell to pay for it! Now I'm stuck here. But it's good for the writing. I doubt I'd have ever got things together enough to write if I'd have stayed in London. <br /><br />More than an Englishman I think of myself as a Londoner and after that as British. My mother was from Northern Ireland, my father from Motherwell and I was born half way between both places. I've the worst of everywhere within me! <br /><br />Physeptone are the old methadone pills? I used them years ago (before I'd ever tried smack). They stopped prescribing them in England because you could bang them up and from what I know here, in France, they're not prescribed either. We've methadone pills here but they contain gelatine which makes them impossible to inject. X<br /><br />Shane Levenehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03863320007737754609noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-60406025735999337012016-03-28T21:41:21.964+02:002016-03-28T21:41:21.964+02:00Hey Ben... well I keep talking of coming home but ...Hey Ben... well I keep talking of coming home but never arrive. When I eventually do Scotland could be the place... I'm sure Mr Mills would put me up! Hope you're doing well, Ben... XShane Levenehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03863320007737754609noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-16411822595647225042016-03-28T13:31:39.817+02:002016-03-28T13:31:39.817+02:00WOW. Such beautiful prose, I felt like singing it!...WOW. Such beautiful prose, I felt like singing it!<br />You made me yearn for for a visit to Paris and despise it at the same time.<br />I'm sure a 10 day visit wont reveal all of the horrors or miracles of the place but still I want to give it a go. Now more than ever.<br />Thank you Shane!<br />Absolut Ruinesshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02786955215978419429noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-42339520395241654942016-03-28T09:15:05.099+02:002016-03-28T09:15:05.099+02:00Hi Shane, 3rd Scot to comment. It would be good to...Hi Shane, 3rd Scot to comment. It would be good to see how coming back to the UK would colour your writing. So much easier to find stuff also, to hell with jumping through hoops as we live through our forties. Come over, at least for a while?Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17788107607369935464noreply@blogger.com