tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post5065002248538745524..comments2024-01-29T03:08:22.174+01:00Comments on - Memoires of a Heroinhead -: Dennis Nilsen, Gay Porn, Two Bullets & a BookMemoirs of a Heroinheadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17401281805284793756noreply@blogger.comBlogger37125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-68280136251061297622010-04-07T11:49:58.673+02:002010-04-07T11:49:58.673+02:00we can have feelings that relate to what people do...we can have feelings that relate to what people do, but its our clearer mind that prevails. even though the people that wronged me pale to the people that have wronged you.<br />but, love forever,<br /><a href="http://www.bpojobsathome.com" rel="nofollow"> data entry work from home </a>sanjeethttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04043304632873778108noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-42997286008633746272010-03-06T13:58:53.623+01:002010-03-06T13:58:53.623+01:00Hi what happened? Where are you? Did ya go back to...Hi what happened? Where are you? Did ya go back to London? Is it horrible here? BC I'm here. But have v little point of comparison to France. France just seemed effortlessly more sophisticated when I was there. And better designed & laid out... At least Paris was...Gledwoodhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09308172310486574510noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-90342558921184140982010-03-03T10:59:59.100+01:002010-03-03T10:59:59.100+01:00I think, I must agree with the comments above. You...I think, I must agree with the comments above. You are too matured by thoughts. But it is always nice to see you blog here in a different way than usual blogs.<br /><br />Regards,<br /><a href="http://www.bestdrugtreatmentcenter.com/addiction-treatment/" rel="nofollow">addiction treatment</a>Drug Treatmenthttp://www.bestdrugtreatmentcenter.com/noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-49571648046754692592010-02-26T17:44:36.836+01:002010-02-26T17:44:36.836+01:00Been a while since you have posted. Hope all is al...Been a while since you have posted. Hope all is alright.Khris K.noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-38047838433974264522010-02-18T08:08:35.478+01:002010-02-18T08:08:35.478+01:00Hey Shane! how have you been. Dropping by after a ...Hey Shane! how have you been. Dropping by after a long time. And yes there is nothing wrong in what you said or the way you felt about Nilsen. We all are human beings is the bare fact. Rest all is the way you perceive things. I'm glad there are people who feel this way. I feel so greatly connected to you after reading this post, we share same views on different levels. Continue writing Shane, I must tell you, you are a wise man ;) . Take care and Stay well. - Shivi.Shivihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07064388166779610940noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-62389343129199004312010-02-16T14:25:34.867+01:002010-02-16T14:25:34.867+01:00I fucking miss you! Come back!I fucking miss you! Come back!Kissahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04932134875740107614noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-63761017307401432622010-02-10T03:05:50.988+01:002010-02-10T03:05:50.988+01:00Hello Shane,
I am a new reader of your wonderful ...Hello Shane,<br /><br />I am a new reader of your wonderful blog. I became aware of it through JunkE Life. It was only yesterday I started and have gone back about a year so far. I cant get enough. You are a fantastic writer and have lived an incredible life. We share a good number of characteristics and similar stories in some ways. I can not imagine however some of the incredible hardships you have endured while continuing on with such fortitude. You are an inspiration to me. As a fellow long time heroinhead who is still above water I find an instant kinship with you and will be reading and wishing you all the best for some time to come. <br /><br />PS I love your paintings! especially "brown" <br /><br />With friendship from Canada,<br />Khris.Khris K.https://www.blogger.com/profile/10483042054303326243noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-19606520576005408382010-02-07T16:32:57.936+01:002010-02-07T16:32:57.936+01:00Hey dear,
It's been awhile but I just don'...Hey dear, <br />It's been awhile but I just don't understand the judicial system Nilsen is essentially a serial killer and if he gets released what makes anyone think he won't do it again? What makes people think that he doesn't want the attention? He wants to publish a book glorifying his work for Christ's sake. I just, I really commend you for being so together and being so strong. I know you might not agree, but you really are someone I look up to, you have persevered through so much and you are an amazing human being. I don't even know you, well I know you through everything you write and it's been awhile since I've commented but I just hope you know that people care about you. And after seeing that line where your mother left you somewhere in between I just can't tell you how much that line has been ringing through my mind.Brit Kingsburyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07961282017397832556noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-54147552386423400622010-02-07T14:16:19.984+01:002010-02-07T14:16:19.984+01:00You mention "An art book... if the Prison Ser...You mention "An art book... if the Prison Service describe it as that then that’s what they concede it is. Of course he should be allowed access to it."<br />Why ? The whole point of prison is that it is punishment. It is punishment because it is full of restrictions on freedom. Restrictions on where they can go. What they can do. What they can read.<br /><br />Why should someone in prison be permitted the freedom to read what they want?<br /><br />Sure, the restriction is silly and arbitrary. But the restriction is punishment - and that's what he's in prison to get. <br /><br />It isn't even cruel punishment, so what is the problem ?Mac Harwoodhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12130057839014374504noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-90122787718148985152010-02-06T17:07:08.830+01:002010-02-06T17:07:08.830+01:00Re sentencing/prisons/etc ~ I always thought Myra ...Re sentencing/prisons/etc ~ I always thought Myra Hindley should have been released. Not because I liked her in any way, but because she had served out her full sentence, including the judge's 30-year recommendation.<br />As it was, she was the most famous prisoner in British jails and I've met loads of women who claim to have met her...<br />I have to say I was quite pleased when she died of cancer, evil bitch!Gledwoodhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09308172310486574510noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-91728143001527459612010-02-06T17:04:42.902+01:002010-02-06T17:04:42.902+01:00I used to live in Crouch End... very local indeed ...I used to live in Crouch End... very local indeed to that Nilsen bastard.<br />One evening, as I may well have told you before, we were bored ~ and I had a book about him out of the library. So we walked to Cranley Gardens (is that the place?)... the house was raised up high from the road and you could tell which one it was ~ it was empty. Like a house from an American horror film. You could almost imagine a ghost watching from an upstairs window. The only sound was a constant creaking from a rotting FOR SALE sign. I, who had been all gung ho about sneaking into the back garden to get a close look at the place was the first to lose it and run down the street in utter terror! I have never been so scared of a house or a place, before or since. Never again!!Gledwoodhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09308172310486574510noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-41707426194861440432010-01-30T05:00:22.489+01:002010-01-30T05:00:22.489+01:00not for nothin your pretty cute fora a junkienot for nothin your pretty cute fora a junkieAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-54944676885874066962010-01-24T10:57:52.283+01:002010-01-24T10:57:52.283+01:00sorry I'm real slack on getting back to people...sorry I'm real slack on getting back to people, you'd said before about wanting to follow my blog- you can do this when you're on my blogs main page and click on "follow this blog" which is in the toolbar at the top!xbizzyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12462912126522565902noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-60196342629338572692010-01-23T10:30:28.193+01:002010-01-23T10:30:28.193+01:00Jesus Shane, I think my life is a drama.... But yo...Jesus Shane, I think my life is a drama.... But you always school me otherwise. I'm a better person having known you, even in this limited capacity. <br />Many thanks,<br />SashaAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-14438039914688970042010-01-17T06:34:01.650+01:002010-01-17T06:34:01.650+01:00You amaze me, Shane.You amaze me, Shane.Bar L.https://www.blogger.com/profile/11100008292699584336noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-29216019454482102282010-01-17T01:20:08.806+01:002010-01-17T01:20:08.806+01:00Hi Shane,
First I want to start off saying I feel ...Hi Shane,<br />First I want to start off saying I feel like a cheater bc I have it read this blog yet ( which I will ) life has been upside down for me and I have it read anyone's blogs. But I wanted to write you about a great book that I just read cALLED The original Of Laura by Vladimir Nabokov and You should read it. I could send it to you bc that's what I like to do with great books. Bc books are meant to be shared...<br /><br />hope all is well shane<br /><br />XOXO<br />HeatherAnonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01924971364124212166noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-6853783088792748542010-01-15T18:56:17.405+01:002010-01-15T18:56:17.405+01:00Wow Shane. Echoing the sentiment. Very mature.
It...Wow Shane. Echoing the sentiment. Very mature.<br /><br />It's Kat Skratch. If you're still interested in following my blog will you follow it here? <br /><br />I hope you're well. You got your apartment situated. Your life and such back a little!<br /><br />Love and brilliance mate. Miss your words when you're not writing!<br /><br />KatKissahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04932134875740107614noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-86922625216229672052010-01-12T18:11:07.822+01:002010-01-12T18:11:07.822+01:00Shane, your acceptance and ability to view the sit...Shane, your acceptance and ability to view the situation without resentment is a great thing. I had not heard about the horrors this man committed. I do believe that there are evil people and perhaps he is one. Take care of yourself.Sydhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05642843245634635843noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-17071902986210672282010-01-11T18:40:29.922+01:002010-01-11T18:40:29.922+01:00Shane,
I think you have a very mature view. No arg...Shane,<br />I think you have a very mature view. No arguments with you at all.<br /><br />I didn't totally buy the killing for company thing myself. I figured it was primarily to evoke sympathy.<br /><br />As to sexual impulse, I feel differently than you. The older I get, the less definitive I think it is, and frankly, one of the least interesting or important things about a person. I think that our sexual identity is largely unchangeable and something we are just born with.<br /><br />I am very impressed with the way you see the world, but if you don't mind, I'll still hate Nilsen for killing my friend's father. I'm not as evolved as you.<br /><br />Love, SB.Sarcastic Bastardhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17116577711704241625noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-67797216298706699942010-01-11T14:34:48.251+01:002010-01-11T14:34:48.251+01:00Hey Shane. Saw you linked this on DCs. Fascinati...Hey Shane. Saw you linked this on DCs. Fascinating and very powerful writing. Thanks for posting it.Paul Curranhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16462159683900359050noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-43812763005972047162010-01-10T23:19:47.572+01:002010-01-10T23:19:47.572+01:00Thanks so much for ordering the book - I'll be...Thanks so much for ordering the book - I'll be first in line when yours comes out. (On that favourite subject of mine: I think if you just keep putting out these amazing posts you'll soon <i>have</i> a book - if you don't already. There's also of course print on demand,Lulu etc,which I'm thinking of using for my unpublished books).<br /><br />I know what you mean by 'admire' - I mean I watch every serial killer documentary on TV, because there is something fascinating about these strange intense people and the way they carry out these crimes under the noses of neighbours and even family. <br /><br />It's when Nielsen makes excuses for himself by saying self-deluding crap like "I was an alcoholic, drunk when I murdered, so it's no different to a drunk truck driver skidding off a bridge with 16 people on board" that it gets annoying. Or you see the wife of the truck driver who killed all those prostitutes still controlling her life from prison via the phone.<br /><br />There's also a video of Nielsen drunkenly ranting, and you can see the megalomania and anger.<br /><br />But I too would love to read any book he wrote. He would never get paid so I don't see the problem.<br /><br />I see what you mean about becoming numb. It's not saying that everything that happened is OK. It's saying I value my mental health more than holding a grudge or getting revenge or making a point.<br /><br />All the best for the New year/decade.JoeMhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03821025539339799036noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-12779663180103247352010-01-10T23:18:42.634+01:002010-01-10T23:18:42.634+01:00Ruth,
Yeah I saw you had mistaken you laptop for ...Ruth,<br /><br />Yeah I saw you had mistaken you laptop for a greek plate! When mine went down (when my phone got disconnected!lol) I was lost. If it weren't for that France Telecom would never have got their money back!;)<br /><br />xMemoirs of a Heroinheadhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17401281805284793756noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-8903322998793066352010-01-10T22:13:51.030+01:002010-01-10T22:13:51.030+01:00Hiya Joe,
First off, on saturday I ordered a copy...Hiya Joe,<br /><br />First off, on saturday I ordered a copy of your book 'Obsessions' from Amazon, so should have that within 10 days or so. I'm looking forward to it.<br /><br />Yeah, I think everyone agrees Nilsen should never be released. I think I expressed myself badly in saying "I'd LIKE him to be set free". No, it just wouldn't bother me, and that's much different.<br /><br />Yeah I read about the Irish PM's wife! I don't catch much homeland news but whilst on the Guardian site yesterday I saw that. It's unbelievable, really!<br />Worse than child abusers!!! Well, that was just to have someone worse than herself then. I know many people still think in that jaded way, but it still shocks me everytime I hear it... it's more than shock. It's disbelief.<br /><br />I understand what you say about being torn,but if you're bigger than the book you read then any smugness would be between Nilsen and himself. Of course he would lie, I think the truth is lost forever now... I'm not even sure he knows it anymore. He's dwelt on them crimes too much and in a way has tried to intellectualize his motives. But I'd still be very interested to read what it is he's written. I think it would be fascinating even if it's not te truth. Because of course, by the things he says, they also help to build a picture of him... the lies also tell us a great deal about him.<br /><br /><b>Serial killer megalomania just annoys me. I don't understand those writers/film makers who see them as thrilling transgressive Outsiders, living beyond the boring rules we all live by. They're not. They're cowards,cruel,selfish,stupid - and boring. Ten a penny.</b><br /><br />Yes, I agree with that... especially about not bing transgressive outsiders. When I say I dmire himin a way (as i admire artists) it' not for anything groundbraking he has done. It is for the expression that he put into his crimes... his absolute belief in them. He is passionate about them and I can feel that when reading him.<br /><br />I thinkI can be so matter-of-fact because I have lived with this for a long time... it has become normal. It's like a soldier after 3 months in a war zone. Death becomes€ just something you drag off, take the boots from, photograph, labeland zip up. Young men sitting dead against walls no longer shocks them. Imaging that being your reality for 30 years.. you become numb to it... you have to or life would be torturous.<br /><br />Professor Shane... I love that one!!! <br /><br />Take care & All My Thoughts<br /><br />Shane.Memoirs of a Heroinheadhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17401281805284793756noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-7495008534954977572010-01-10T20:34:33.925+01:002010-01-10T20:34:33.925+01:00Do you think it was the worlds weird way of saying...Do you think it was the worlds weird way of saying Pinch punch first of the month ??<br />Seriously hope thats the worst of it for you, and you are ok.<br />I dropped my laptop in a still drunk from the night before haze and am lost without it. Have not had a drink for seven days so I am feeling very virtuous but a lot poorer as have had to buy a new laptop to return my sanity. xWildernesschichttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00204518870992194687noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-66572620978794675282010-01-10T20:28:41.896+01:002010-01-10T20:28:41.896+01:00Hiya Courtney,
Wonderful to have you back and tha...Hiya Courtney,<br /><br />Wonderful to have you back and thanks somuch for the comment!!!<br /><br />They way I feel is just there. I never tried to be forgiving, it isn't a conscious thing.Just how I feel. I'mglad I feel like that though... th last thing i need i a huge hang-up about a 65 year old serial killer! lol <br /><br />Many agree with you, not to let him out. That i certainly his fate, I'm sure of it. He may, if lucky, spend his last days in a hospital, but thats as near as he'll ever get to freedom. <br /><br />I'mglad you're anoter who agree's that the book should be published. If t was I'd be on of the first queuing up to buy it. Or if I'm feeling really naughty I'd nick a copy! ;) That can be my revenge!lol<br /> <br />Thanks for all you say... it'll have to be a virtual hug, so: xOxO<br /><br />Enjoy? ;)<br /><br />Love and Thoughts<br /><br />Shane.xMemoirs of a Heroinheadhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17401281805284793756noreply@blogger.com