tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post8278660887383341229..comments2024-03-28T11:19:25.795+01:00Comments on - Memoires of a Heroinhead -: Once Upon A Time I Was A Juvenile DelinquentMemoirs of a Heroinheadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17401281805284793756noreply@blogger.comBlogger52125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-64313497703841687632011-11-13T06:40:00.541+01:002011-11-13T06:40:00.541+01:00great blog. youve finally given me something to re...great blog. youve finally given me something to read during my sleepless nights of boredom. lillylillyhttp://mymethdiaries.blogspot.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-50373780668227094252011-07-04T12:18:12.370+02:002011-07-04T12:18:12.370+02:00Hiya marc,
thanks for all you say... it still me...Hiya marc, <br /><br />thanks for all you say... it still means a lot that people read this stuff and enjoy the words it's written in. It's surely only a good thing smack's not so widely available yout end... you only ever need it once you've had it, and if not you'll find some other means to cope. <br /><br />You continue reading and mail or leave a comment anytime you like. There's one post called a Mother's Love which I removed for personal reasons but which i'll make visible for the next day or so.<br /><br />All My Thoughts and Wishes, Shane. XMemoirs of a Heroinheadhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17401281805284793756noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-86873772668129993132011-07-04T11:56:45.554+02:002011-07-04T11:56:45.554+02:00Thanks for the blog mate, I have thoroughly enjoye...Thanks for the blog mate, I have thoroughly enjoyed reading it. I am in New Zealand and there has never been a smack epidemic here but in my time a lot of poor kids got expelled from their youth and into the drudge of survival too. Reading about what you had makes me grateful but also make me think if I could get my hands on a sack of smack then I would proper have at it! I really am impressed with your writing so I'm gonna get back to reading it... <br />Keep up the good work.MarcZillahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05672038363771191967noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-66760204338923516182011-02-13T12:50:36.786+01:002011-02-13T12:50:36.786+01:00Brilliant! I can imagine the look on your music te...Brilliant! I can imagine the look on your music teach's face, when he realized what you were gona do. Sooo cool. ^_^<br /><br />"one of those hot, dusty afternoons where the tarmac burns through the shoes" & "eerie as only empty school corridors can be" - don't I know exactly what you mean. One sentence I'm like 100% there. Perfect.<br /><br />I have to say, though, I like your Mr. Jones. I mean, he's an arsehole, sure, but at least its direct and honest. My teachs always only belittled me with condescending pity and useless advice and this look in their eyes that belied all their good words and told me that I wouldn't ever amount to anything anway. I would have welcomed someone giving me the respect of at least getting really and truly pissed off at me.<br /><br />Love the poem, also. "I haunted them instead." Funny and chilling. Ta!FreeFoxhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00096319447345952569noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-71748811501934754782010-04-08T16:19:44.749+02:002010-04-08T16:19:44.749+02:00What an amazing story and what an object lesson in...What an amazing story and what an object lesson in how adults so often fail to understand the risks involved in such challenges. How predictable the teacher's reaction was though.<br /><br />On the shining side of this is your discovery of that unquenchable thirst for knowledge which is worth a thousand school educations.<br /><br />Love<br />MacMalcolmhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16750431202226062206noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-20170920593226628222009-10-05T18:27:25.445+02:002009-10-05T18:27:25.445+02:00Blair,
Thank You for all you say, that's very...Blair,<br /><br />Thank You for all you say, that's very kind.<br /><br />I've always fopund humour in darkness and tragedy, and my own experiences are no different. Many times as I write I am laughing. It seems so ridiculous some of the things that have passed my way that it becomes amusing. ,Even the very serious events I find humour in... I have to. I am not a depressed or sad person and hiopefully the blog reflects that... hopefully the blog can give some hope to the hopeless.<br /><br />take care Blair, and once again thanks for reading and commenting.<br /><br />My Best Thoughts & Wishes, Shane. xMemoirs of a Heroinheadhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17401281805284793756noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-83514819750887976152009-10-05T13:46:24.257+02:002009-10-05T13:46:24.257+02:00Shane- I enjoy your blog and the way you tell yor ...Shane- I enjoy your blog and the way you tell yor stories wholeheartedly. I dont feel like I have the ability to leave a comment that does your blog or my thoughts justice.<br />i thnk it is beautiful that you have/are commited to tell your stories hiding nothing. most people dont have the balls to do what you are doing. i know you have and do effect people's lives everyday. just your honesty, poignancy , not to mention your excellent sense of humor when speaking on dark, morbid topics, sheds a lot of light and perspective on normally dark cornes. few that have lived a life comprable to yours are willing to share it as you are.<br />thank you Shane. I amgrateful to have run into you/your blog. <br />would love to hear from you. regardless, hope you are well<br />sincerely,<br />BlairAnonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13915628889611116667noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-4605107122847754422009-05-13T15:34:00.000+02:002009-05-13T15:34:00.000+02:00I, too, had my last fight when I was 18. It's int...I, too, had my last fight when I was 18. It's interesting how much of our lives have been interconnected by events and emotions despite the distance. Have I mentioned how glad I am we're back in touch? ;-)<br /><br />Although, all that said, there is a big fight coming up. Fortunately, for me, this is not one with a friend. But it's gonna be a blow out for sure.Andy Frankham-Allenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05090942963329578421noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-75135932634449576842009-04-10T06:10:00.000+02:002009-04-10T06:10:00.000+02:00Betsie Z,Thanx for your comment as always! ;)I agr...Betsie Z,<BR/><BR/>Thanx for your comment as always! ;)<BR/><BR/>I agree with everything you say... the voice of youth is often the wisest.<BR/><BR/>Don't worry about late comment... any comment, at any time is just as valued. I've been very busy myself this week (hence MY late reply!!) :)<BR/><BR/>Hope you're well... TC & BW, Shane. xMemoirs of a Heroinheadhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17401281805284793756noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-5483450015868565962009-04-10T05:56:00.000+02:002009-04-10T05:56:00.000+02:00PastorMacs Ann,Welcome & glad you enjoyed. I h...PastorMacs Ann,<BR/><BR/>Welcome & glad you enjoyed. I hope you continue reading & commenting. You take care, Shane.Memoirs of a Heroinheadhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17401281805284793756noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-12080808786395113432009-04-10T05:54:00.000+02:002009-04-10T05:54:00.000+02:00Kel,Hiya & thanks for your comment. Sorry to h...Kel,<BR/><BR/>Hiya & thanks for your comment. Sorry to hear about your boys... that's a hard thing for a mother to have to deal with. If you need anything... or have any questions, drop me a personal mail.<BR/><BR/>take care & BW, Shane.Memoirs of a Heroinheadhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17401281805284793756noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-3428145467125820182009-04-10T05:50:00.000+02:002009-04-10T05:50:00.000+02:00here's another thought of Anonymous:You seem to ge...here's another thought of Anonymous:<BR/><BR/><B><I>You seem to get off on being a loser and coming from a family of sickos. Very sad.</I></B><BR/><BR/><BR/>Anon, you say this and then continue to read and comment on all my posts... hahah <BR/><BR/>YOU COME HERE, THE BLOG DOESN4T GO TO YOU.<BR/><BR/>You're a badly thought out joke... & I love bad jokes, they"re the funniest. <BR/><BR/>Take care & I look forward to having you spend more of you valuable time commenting.<BR/><BR/>Best Wishes, Shane. xoxoMemoirs of a Heroinheadhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17401281805284793756noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-77783355503023121322009-04-10T01:45:00.000+02:002009-04-10T01:45:00.000+02:00Anonymous thanks once again for your input... your...Anonymous thanks once again for your input... your IQ has just gone through the roof with that one. <BR/><BR/>I'm sure everyone will direct themselves to your pathetic, jealous & childish comments under my post on Crack Cocaine: <BR/> <BR/>https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9193316819499446317&postID=5437298651749192219 <BR/><BR/>As for Spyware... well, you're blowing bubbles again. There's a displayed Stat-Counter at the bottom of my page. I don't have to dispaly that... many bloggers choose the hidden version. I don't hide things... the only person who does that is you. Also my stats are publicly available, bi=ut you're probably a little too clever to looked at them. lol<BR/><BR/>Followers, read my following comment and see what else Anonymous has stated:Memoirs of a Heroinheadhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17401281805284793756noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-49298089387895627422009-04-10T01:08:00.000+02:002009-04-10T01:08:00.000+02:00So your secret way of making money is exposed. Yo...So your secret way of making money is exposed. You have spyware on this site so you can see people's computers. Webroot doesn't lie. It also removes anything you attempt to do. Be careful what you do.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-83197628853256444562009-04-08T19:34:00.000+02:002009-04-08T19:34:00.000+02:00I'm sorry it took a while to read tour blog. I've ...I'm sorry it took a while to read tour blog. I've been away from mine as well...<BR/><BR/>oh well...I loved the poem! I don't know why but I kinda resemble/identify to it. <BR/><BR/>now, about your post: I'm also a book lover. about that "incident", if I was the teacher, I would probably laugh. It wasn't your fault! He said that he want you to try to destroy the xylophone, but he didn't said HOW! U managed to find a solution/alternative that no one had tried xD haha that's all.<BR/><BR/><BR/>It's kinda sad that u destroyed such beautiful instrument, but, fuck, U where doing what the teacher said u to do: destroy the xylophone xD hahaah<BR/><BR/><BR/>Rebellion it's pretty normal in a teenager. it's normal to think that he/she has to be rebellious so people can see what she/he can do. However that rebelliousness has to be controlled, and in your case it wasn't. and that led you to the drugs...<BR/><BR/><BR/>But hey, that was the past, there is nothing you can to now but to quite it and start a new life. And I'm sure you're doing that, in baby-steps you'll get it! Trust in yourself, be strong and take care.<BR/><BR/>Kiss kiss, <BR/>Vanessa MotaAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-82732577648130809672009-04-08T17:43:00.000+02:002009-04-08T17:43:00.000+02:00Brilliant poem for a middle school boy. Wonderful...Brilliant poem for a middle school boy. Wonderful blog for me to read from the perspective of a mother of one addict (in quasi-recovery) and one 13 year old son who is tetering a dangerous line with the decisions he is making these days. Thanks for yoour honesty!<BR/><BR/>~kelkelhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01982496933879300175noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-79593736852791276892009-04-08T17:38:00.000+02:002009-04-08T17:38:00.000+02:00Sorry, meant to say, came by via Carmi at WrittenI...Sorry, meant to say, <BR/><BR/>came by via Carmi at WrittenInc. <BR/><BR/>Wow! and wow!PastormacsAnnhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14985442182751751782noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-58204394051560863902009-04-08T17:35:00.000+02:002009-04-08T17:35:00.000+02:00This comment has been removed by the author.PastormacsAnnhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14985442182751751782noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-76146078980553480402009-04-08T01:51:00.000+02:002009-04-08T01:51:00.000+02:00Kelly,It's a lesson 20 years too late!!! ;)Hop...Kelly,<BR/><BR/>It's a lesson 20 years too late!!! ;)<BR/><BR/>Hope you're well, Darling.. & i hope the courriers are still playing the game. TC, Shane.xMemoirs of a Heroinheadhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17401281805284793756noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-44539493338688927562009-04-07T21:19:00.000+02:002009-04-07T21:19:00.000+02:00Another wonderful post.Another wonderful post.ryan fieldhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13361694356025572544noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-73175060214296941582009-04-07T12:35:00.000+02:002009-04-07T12:35:00.000+02:00Dumb InsolenceI'm big for ten years oldMaybe that'...<B>Dumb Insolence</B><BR/><BR/>I'm big for ten years old<BR/>Maybe that's why they get at me<BR/><BR/>Teachers, parents, cops<BR/>Always getting at me<BR/><BR/>When they get at me<BR/><BR/>I don't hit 'em<BR/>They can do you for that<BR/><BR/>I don't swear at 'em<BR/>They can do you for that<BR/><BR/>I stick my hands in my pockets<BR/>And stare at them<BR/><BR/>And while I stare at them<BR/>I think about sick<BR/><BR/>They call it dumb insolence<BR/><BR/>They don't like it<BR/>But they can't do you for it<BR/><BR/>I've been done before<BR/>They say if I get done again<BR/><BR/>They'll put me in a home<BR/>So I do dumb insolence<BR/><BR/><BR/>by Adrian Mitchellkellylebellyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08321429321979125611noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-56765733432952966312009-04-07T02:36:00.000+02:002009-04-07T02:36:00.000+02:00Barbara, i'm back!!! If I ever have a book pub...Barbara, i'm back!!! <BR/><BR/>If I ever have a book published you'll get the first printed copy (signed!) ;) I always try to inform, and never write a post just for the sake of it. I always take from the things that can serve as something more than just someone's personal memoir.<BR/><BR/>I'm glad you can see your son in me... because then you can also see that no matter how hairy things can become there is never a point of hopelessness. The bad can always be transformed into the good.<BR/><BR/>I'd be very honoured to receive an invite to your private blog... it moves me that you even offer! x<BR/><BR/>I'm so glad the blog speaks to you and that you enjoy it so much. It has become bigger than I ever imagined & that is due to all the wonderful people that have come together & shared in this virtual space.<BR/><BR/>Take care, B...<BR/><BR/>Shane. xMemoirs of a Heroinheadhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17401281805284793756noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-71248848842435519652009-04-07T02:20:00.000+02:002009-04-07T02:20:00.000+02:00Zoran... anytime Bro. This has become more than ju...Zoran... anytime Bro. <BR/><BR/>This has become more than just a blog... and it's about more than just me. It's a very special group of people that have come together here. And everyone who reads, comments, asks questions and opens themselves up, is becoming part of a joint document. The comment feature has become as important as the blog (maybe more important).<BR/><BR/>I think that with every comment & email, we are all contributing to something that is becoming unique and uplifting. And if people enjoy me & my writing... well, I enjoy your words just as much.<BR/><BR/>Take care Zoran... here's wishing you the very best, Shane.Memoirs of a Heroinheadhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17401281805284793756noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-10744376581886603162009-04-07T00:41:00.000+02:002009-04-07T00:41:00.000+02:00sup Shane, bro.Thanks for another loverly read.&qu...sup Shane, bro.<BR/>Thanks for another loverly read.<BR/><BR/>"I made up my mind when I started this blog to give everything & I will remain truthful to that."<BR/><BR/>So you do, and I'm thankful for it.<BR/><BR/>"It was the same feeling I got from..."<BR/><BR/>And the same feeling you get from baring yourself through words?<BR/><BR/>"What I have just said there may not seem like much, but it is a huge thing for me to admit."<BR/><BR/>It is a huge thing to be part of for it is part of that which transforms the perception of vulnerability (Barbara(aka Layla)) into a sense of unbreakable belonging, and the reason why we love you and your writings.<BR/><BR/>Shame can only exist while it's essence is hidden.<BR/><BR/>Deliver it to fellow men and merge with the fraility of humanity.<BR/><BR/>Stay close.Zoran Lovénhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05381712268888805152noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-14178311391155410482009-04-06T23:40:00.000+02:002009-04-06T23:40:00.000+02:00Hiya Rachel... welcome back!!! I agree with everyt...Hiya Rachel... welcome back!!! I agree with everything you say.<BR/><BR/>What is never reported is how bad teachers mess up children or entire classes of kids. Should a teacher who thinks it is good practic to try and break a xylophone (instead of teaching us how to play it) even be teaching. And this wasn't his first eccentric behaviour... he was known for it. At least I got a good story out of iy, hey? That's something.<BR/><BR/>I hope you carry on enjoying the blog... I will with yours, & hopefully we will swap many more comments.<BR/><BR/>keep well & take care, Shane.Memoirs of a Heroinheadhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17401281805284793756noreply@blogger.com