“I only come alive in moments of extreme joy, tragedy or illness. When the heroin is here, I am not, and when it is gone I wake up in pain.....

The heroin life can often be a rollercoaster ride. When it is hard it is hell, though when it is easy, it’s very VERY easy. But in between t...

In 1999 I fell in love, married and died for the first time. The girl was Buket, the marriage lasted three days and my death 3 years. After ...

18 years ago, just before opiates made an entry into my life, I was living on the White City Estate in West london with my mother, my broth...

. During my ten years of heroin addiction I have been in rehab just once. That was for a very specific reason and was not my choice. It las...

° Apart from being born dying, my first experience of terminal illness came when I was 5. I lay on the sofa, bandy legged and nauseous aft...

Hiya everyone, There will be a new post here in the next couple of hours... if you really can't wait, you can go across to my other blog...

Maybe she was a junkie...she had junkie eyes. But that was probably due to the morphine they gave her (they did give her morphine – I saw th...

. Today I awoke to a glorious sky. It was 6am, the sun was halfway up and the feint hum of traffic was a constant below. I opened the apart...

Yes I do requests... hows a Heroinhead to survive if he doesn’t turn a few tricks now and again? This one’s for Lou over at http://brokenhea...