tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post3952879522373107902..comments2024-03-28T11:19:25.795+01:00Comments on - Memoires of a Heroinhead -: Four to the Power of ZeroMemoirs of a Heroinheadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17401281805284793756noreply@blogger.comBlogger19125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-84530007608033525742015-06-09T19:35:32.149+02:002015-06-09T19:35:32.149+02:00Remind me never to have a smoke with you!! lol.......Remind me never to have a smoke with you!! lol....<br /><br />D<br />xxdavidhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09221945528767799407noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-41581081878861637182013-12-23T14:32:37.239+01:002013-12-23T14:32:37.239+01:00Great writing as always shane. Hope life is treati...Great writing as always shane. Hope life is treating you well. You thinking about coming back to the UK anytime soon or still all too difficult? Really hope you are well. As Kelly said...more writing please!<br /><br />Yas xLuna_mamahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11311411980818174188noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-55449386182268099872013-12-23T14:30:32.750+01:002013-12-23T14:30:32.750+01:00to Anonymous: I was in Paris in a pretty bad way ...to Anonymous: I was in Paris in a pretty bad way and i had to sort it. I ended up at a really dodgy smelly bookies surrounded by crackheads. Thought this may not be a good idea but as i was leaving this arabic guy asked me what i was doing there and if i was ok (i didn't look well)! Anyway we got chatting and he helped me sort something (even took me to a chemist to buy pins). Or find the local drugs and alcohol services place. Find someone who is willing to GIVE you the contact for a bag. Say no if they start talking crap about how only they can meet them etc so you have to buy from them everytime. Hope you're doing okLuna_mamahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11311411980818174188noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-19822357831617553962013-12-22T21:44:47.652+01:002013-12-22T21:44:47.652+01:00I know the b over here passes through Turkish hand...I know the b over here passes through Turkish hands so you never know... but be sure to adorn yourself in your finest junkie chic (for authenticity of course). <br /><br />At first when he said 'nod' I thought he meant in the gouching sense. lol<br /><br />Where's your frigging post already (soz, I've been chatting to my new Isreali/Zionist pal today)? You've got hungry readers waiting, their only hope is re-reading older posts or trawling through comments. Just a wee morsel, a few crumbs... Please sir, we want some more!<br /><br />Speaking of which, where's the gorgeous Joe M? I suppose he'll turn up when you next post something so HURRY UP!<br /><br />xxx K<br /><br />Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-50606902593864136152013-12-22T21:26:10.840+01:002013-12-22T21:26:10.840+01:00Cheers Kelly... it's kebab time for me now... ...Cheers Kelly... it's kebab time for me now... If I pass any black men en route I'll be sure to give a nod. In fact, the kebab man's Turkish... that's on the Silk Road route... maybe it'll be worthwhile giving a few nods to him too... maybe throw in a couple of dramatic winks as well. XMemoirs of a Heroinheadhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17401281805284793756noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-16538065447957705872013-12-22T20:37:15.050+01:002013-12-22T20:37:15.050+01:00Michael...
PS. Not all junkies are thieving bastar...Michael...<br />PS. Not all junkies are thieving bastards but actually, some of us are just, well...lovely. <br /><br />As much as I hate the stereotypes, they do help to keep suspicion away so can't protest too much.<br /><br />Right, I'm off to roast a Gressingham duck breast. <br /><br />xKAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-55260624285676042842013-12-22T20:19:22.593+01:002013-12-22T20:19:22.593+01:00This one's for Michael too... I also got the s...This one's for Michael too... I also got the sense you're talking shite, and are being a wee bit racist, very presumptuous and...<br /><br />1. Why would anyone want to pretend to be a Junkie?<br /><br />2. Why are you giving Shane advice on scoring when it's clear he's quite capable of doing it himself?<br /><br />I went to your page to see what you're about and it was blank!<br /><br />Don't want to have a go at you, I'm just confounded and befuddled as to why you'd bother. If you want to be controversial at least choose something that's authentic to you. That would be much more interesting. Good luck with that. x CalamityKAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-16661580611208668962013-12-22T19:34:51.617+01:002013-12-22T19:34:51.617+01:00Find negro in worst part of ur new neighborhood an...<b>Find negro in worst part of ur new neighborhood and give nod til one asks what's up and that's ur first new connect.</b><br /><br />Michael, I'm sure I'm not the first person to tell you what an arsewipe you are... and a pretender also. Go around nodding at black men in the ghetto? Is that seriously how you'd advise someone to find a new connect? Hahaha... you've lost all credibility with one sentence... well done. Your inside knowledge of this game is something else. Of all the great or intelligent things you could have said and you come out with that bile. And as it was the FIRST thing you said, your grand introduction, you obviously thought it was a small nugget of of gold know-how... Insider trading. But it's 'insider' nothing... you're a pretender, Michael... someone who desperately wants to be someone, known for something, masquerading as a junkie when all you really are . is a fingered and well-fucked arsehole.<br />Everyone will ask "Wassup?" if you go around pulling that nodding shit. As street dealing is almost a thing of the past all you'll be certain to procure like that are multiple broken noses, stabbings, beatings and robbings! Get with the times, man... the scoring scene's moved on since Burroughs' time... go read another fucking book you louse. What's going through your stupid mind now? Trainspotting? Heehee<br /><br />And also, by virtue of your 'great scoring knowledge', then you're also saying that all the police need to do to rid the streets of hard drugs is to go around poor, black neighbourhoods nodding at people? Are you quite sure about that? I sincerely fucking hope not... XMemoirs of a Heroinheadhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17401281805284793756noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-23246308920950450902013-12-22T17:00:04.694+01:002013-12-22T17:00:04.694+01:00And Shane, how dumb are u to leave your shit sitti...And Shane, how dumb are u to leave your shit sitting out on table around another junkie? U were at fault tempting someone lacking any self-control yourselfAnonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09085854856805859282noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-73364893418288688982013-12-22T16:56:27.745+01:002013-12-22T16:56:27.745+01:00Find negro in worst part of ur new neighborhood an...Find negro in worst part of ur new neighborhood and give nod til one asks what's up and that's ur first new connect.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09085854856805859282noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-88717141411491543962013-12-12T22:01:08.618+01:002013-12-12T22:01:08.618+01:00hello...i loved reading this...i recently had to d...hello...i loved reading this...i recently had to do a quick move to a totally diff state...dont know anyone...couldnt bring anything on the plane since i was only allowed to bring a carry on (meaning i couldnt bring my pink & black striped pack that i usually had with me allll the time) tht had alll my stuff in it... so here I am in a different state, no connects, tried to depend on someone back at home to send me something to feel better and he ended up using the $ on himself - shoulda known better huh? lol so anyway....reading this made me feel like i wasn't alone...made me think of some instances i went thru back at home etc....wishing i had a connect here. bn going thru a ROUGH time. i guess i will read on....do u have any words of advice or encouragement? wondering what you would do in my shoes? Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-43261932446174496152013-12-02T18:42:42.574+01:002013-12-02T18:42:42.574+01:00Why death threat? You are so talented and should b...Why death threat? You are so talented and should be living forever, happier life though, than it is now...just naltrexhttp://www.refindyourway.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-44463364262405240992013-12-01T09:12:28.307+01:002013-12-01T09:12:28.307+01:00Shit - it cut out words instead of putting them in...Shit - it cut out words instead of putting them in bold - "That's how heartless the world had become..." eyelickhttp://eyelick25.blogspot.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-64595961152203519712013-12-01T09:10:29.108+01:002013-12-01T09:10:29.108+01:00"That's how heartless had become..."..."That's how heartless had become..." amusing deflection of responsibility :) love it. Although it's undeniable how much other people have an effect on individuals, not just our own social circles, but what part of the city, the country, your generation, media, the world in general.<br />Wonderful story... It's things like this, and also even just watching how the people in junkie circles screw each other over, (when you happen to be there to see) that turn you into a solitary user -either spending time around non-users with whom you cannot completely relate, and often have to hide what you're doing; or just closing off into yourself and only spend time with other people when it's completely necessary.eyelickhttp://eyelick25.blogspot.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-37199905242160330882013-11-28T21:47:01.450+01:002013-11-28T21:47:01.450+01:00"his cool, insincere friendly face, the flush..."his cool, insincere friendly face, the flushed guilty demeanour manifest in his eyes and mouth and oozing out of every filthy pore in his deceitful fucking head. It was the look which had outed every thieving junkie since the dawn of time."<br /><br />Isn't it funny how people will still go through these motions without the slightest hope of being believed? such desperation! Seen it a thousand times, a thousand ways...<br /><br />I've been reading about how you started off on subutex. Didn't it make you terribly sick before you gained a habit? I only chip a little here and there but I'd rather be stone cold sober than ever use Bupe again.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-54279558539619946832013-11-28T01:25:59.020+01:002013-11-28T01:25:59.020+01:00hi shane. i was going to write something else but ...hi shane. i was going to write something else but joe above in his final few words said it much better. its not only the way you write but the humanity, cleverness and sensitivity of it. i'm not a drug user, never have been, and so was a bit confused as to why i was so taken by your writing. i've read other writers on the subject and it mostly just bored me or made me hate that type of writing even more. but your writing somehow doesn't seem about drugs (even if each post covers them in some way). and in this post (with help of the said comment) i realized you are writing about human behaviour, ALL human behaviour and you do it with great insight and a rare sensitivity. i know it's been said before but you need to really put a book together.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-6511406418443895982013-11-27T23:01:15.325+01:002013-11-27T23:01:15.325+01:00I got this as I used to just after your email. Bac...I got this as I used to just after your email. Back to normal.<br /><br /><i>I...watched in delight as he chased his first toot</i><br /><br />I read that for some reason as <br /><br />I...watched in delight as he chased his foot.<br /><br />Now I've been imagining that concept for too long!<br /><br />Idea for a story...<br /><br /><i>The problem now was that after having been so close to slipping out and away with my smack he'd then taken mental possession of it.</i><br /><br />This whole thing was a perfect example of how you so brilliantly, cold-bloodedly and <i>forensically</i> dissect junkie behaviour, which is also of course <i>human</i> behaviour and your own.<br /><br />It's weird how The Norms assume junkies/alkies etc are weak and stupid. As you said recently, you really have to be a student of humanity to get through and survive those addictions.<br /><br />And so so clever. <br /><br />And sensitive.JoeMhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03821025539339799036noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-77417261397907861012013-11-26T09:58:50.149+01:002013-11-26T09:58:50.149+01:00That was so funny and poignant.
Was it used cat l...That was so funny and poignant.<br /><br />Was it used cat litter? I'm guessing not or the smell would've made his eyes water before the lighter got under. Clunmping cat litter contains sodium bentonite: 'The Hennepin Center for Poison Control in Minnesota has reported instances of poisoning in humans from chronic ingestion of sodium bentonite'<br /><br />Still he got what he deserved in the end and that gesture of giving him some at the last minute emphasised even more who was calling the shots (pardon the pun).<br /><br />xo CalamityKAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193316819499446317.post-70698682179973922032013-11-26T06:09:21.111+01:002013-11-26T06:09:21.111+01:00So good, Shane. I love reading your words. Hoping ...So good, Shane. I love reading your words. Hoping all is well.<br /><br />XXX<br />StacyStacyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02731385456944016340noreply@blogger.com