Dear All,
A huge thanks to all of you who sent me mails this past week enquiring after my wellbeing and asking if everything is OK. Well, things are better than just OK... I'm still six feet over and the life has never seemed so wonderful and full of hope. Rather than revisiting memoirs from my past, I have been living what will certainly become a memoir of the future. My absence in this time is a positive thing... a cause for celebrtion but not concern.
Anyway, my mysteries must remain that for now... some moths I must keep to myself. Thanks for bearing with me in this time and keep peeled as a new post will appear here within the next few hours.
Until then, my hopes, thoughts and wishes to you All, Shane. x
She's been reading and commenting here since day one and deserves this little payback.
24 comments :
good to hear that shits going well Shane, take it easy man x
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Hey Shane,
motherfucking good to hear all is well. Had already begun worrying.
Take care, x Greta
Hiya Laura,
Taking it easy & shit's going reallywell.
my thoughts & wishes, Shane. x
Hey Ya, Greta...
Alls well and it's great to be back with you! Don't worry if sometimes i'm a little late... it'sbetterthan coming early and missing you!
I'll take care, You do the same? deal? All my love and wishes, Shane. x
Shane,
I thought you said a new post would follow in a few hours??? That was over 24 hours ago??? What the fuck happened?
Yours Heroinhead
Heroinhead,
Thanks as ever for your comment... it means a lot. Is it realy 24 hrs??? Ifso itcan only be your fault... such time delays as this have your paw prints all over them!! The sooner you leave me alone... the sooner you'll have a post to read. Comprenez???
Shane,
Tht you blame me for your problems is typical!!! It's typical junkie behaviour... always pushing the responsibilty elsewhere. You're just a hopeless heroin addict and your death could only be a blessing.
ps: your writing style stinks!!!
Heroinhead,
A hopêless heroin addict? me? I've never been hopeless!!!
Asfor my writing style being shit... well, you inspired it!!!Blame yourself!x
Now, if you don't mind I've things I must be getting on with...
I'm still waiting,Shane!!! 36hrs now!!!
Heroinhead,
I am just doing the edit... 5 mins, lol!
Go and occupy yourself elsewhere... go and write your own blog and you'll see how bloody hard it is!
Shane...
Writing is hard??? Do you seriously expect me to believe that. If so what was that rot you posted "effortless pôetry from the unsinkable man"? Isn't that what one of yor 'fans' said about you? Well, is it effortless or not?
Heroinhead,
It's not effortless, no... it's exhausting. Poems don't just fall out my pockets... they fall out of someone else's and I sneak along and steal them... that's what writing is. No poem that has not been stolen is worth writing. Though I'm not sure if your drug shrunken brain will be able to understand that.
Oh fuck... the edit!!! it's 10 minutes now... see what you've done!
Shane, shane, Shane..
That you decide on speaking to me in riddles only serves to exagerrate the sad and pathetic loser that you are. Do you imagine that any of what you just wrote is either intelligent or witty? Are you there, on the other side of your computer, smirking at your own cleverness and intellectul superiority? I bet you are... I bet you are always doing things like that.
10 mins??? that is now 20... I still don'see anything new on your site... has the unsinkable man finally anchored? I wouldn't be surprised.
Ok, Heroinhead.. enough of this enough!!! I'd rather spend my time having a conversation with myself than exchanging an endless trail of pointless blog comments with you.
And why all the insults??? Isn't life too short to become annoyed by someone else's failing? What does it matter if I'm a poet or a tramp, a pirate or a traitor... would the world be any different anyway?
Look, I propose a truce, are you up for that? an exchange of white flags before the ship goes down? What d'you say we jump the wreck together?
My Dear Shane,
I'd love to jump ship with you, but I know myself too well. At first opportunity I will only plunge a knife through your life jacket and leave you floundering and helpless in rough seas... taking pleasure in your expression as you realise I have finally and ultimately betrayed you. No, I'm not a trustworthy companion and I know it. I think you'd better jump this one alone... don't you?
(It is a question... you're in your own hands.)
Heroinhead,
My decision is made.... the stones are cast - we're in together till the end. Do what you must... follow your instincts(you always have). I count to three and then we jump. Ready? Good.
One... Two.. Three...
Shane,
You are a fool... a romantic fool. That you even entertained the idea that I'd jump with you makes me laugh. Now as you struggle in rough seas alone I turn my back (knowing that your blog post will be delayed even further!) There can be no excuse for stupidity, Shane... no excuse at all. You've only got yourself to blame.
Take care old friend... land is not far off. Maybe by the time you reach shore you'll have finished the edit.. maybe... maybe.. maybe..
Heroinhead,
Maybe not... you've got my pen, you thieving cunt!!!
Glad to hear from you my dear. I've been thinking about you.
Much love,
SB
Glad that all is well. Good luck with your project.
SHANE! THANK YOU hahahah!
On my new blog I'll only post poems and such. No more of those drama-queen blog posts that I used to post hahahah! well..maybe a few, who knows xD
Thanks!
Take care, stay strong. Hope everything is okay!
kiss kiss
Vanessa
Encouraging to see you're aware of the need to say "Not now..." while on the other hand, very glad to see you're back in good spirits.
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